Hello Tumblr, Hello Followers. As some of you, probably none of you, have noticed, this is my first post in months. 3 months to be exact. Anyways. Hi. I missed you guys. I’ve been super busy with school and such, so I didn’t forget about Tumblr, but I had to put it aside for a while. What’s been going on with me? What is going on with me? And What will be going on with me?

Well. Past Tense: I started my Senior year a few months ago. So far, it’s been pretty great. My parents have loosened up some and I’ve been really involved with my class. On the down side, My bestfriend’s “it’s complicated” guy friend killed himself, and she’s an absolute mess. My grandpa died a week before that. Oh, and I’m a mess. I can’t really be alone unless I’m busy, or I freak out from still not dealing with the death’s. Therefore, I’m always doing something. Which is tiring. Making good grades though. Besides trig. I’m having a rough time coming to terms with becoming an adult. Kind of. I want to be, but I still want to be a child. I want to go back to the good old days. 5 months until graduation. That’s super scary for me. I know what I want to do for college. Graphic design. I want to go to Daap at UC. I’m still not sure if that’s going to happen. On to the next section.

Present Tense: I’m currently sitting in my room, “packing and cleaning”. I’m dead tired. My family is leaving to go to Cincinnati for a week and a half or so. That’s really exciting for me, due to the fact that it’s my favorite city. I’m on Christmas Break right now, which is quite amazing. I’ve been working on gifts I’m making all day. Been really into art lately. I suppose trying to express myself. Anywho. Life is good right now. I’m sure the death thing is going to hit me like a freight train any day now, but I’m just gonna keep busy(: NEXT.

Future: Can’t wait to spend time with my family in Cinci. Can’t wait to live up the rest of my senior year with my best friends. I can’twait to graduate. I can’t wait for me and Lia’s road trip this summer. I can’t wait to be free. I can’t wait to spend the summer with her. I can wait until she goes off to college and ruins my life though. I have a super weird feeling she’s going to FSU. &&It’s no where near me. Ugh, anyways. Can’t wait to get this metal out of my mouth. I can’t wait to get in college and start that chapter. Well kind of.

So, that’s my thoughts and life right now. A big mess of indecisiveness, and up’s and down’s. Just like everyone’s. I love you guys. Glad I’m back. You’re all amazing. Bye.

These attractive boys just came and sat down next to me but they’re smoking. That’s a shame. Cause they’re really attractive.

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Here comes the time where I tell you why I haven’t been posting lately, what’s going on in my life, and what to expect in the future. If you don’t care about my personal life, I suggest you scroll past this.

Why haven’t I been posting lately? It’s as simple as I’ve been busy. I’ll explain later on why.

What’s going on in my life?
Well, things are looking up, however all of my grandparents are getting up there in age and in the last two weeks all of them have been in the hospital at some point or are still in. They’re slowly getting better, but I have a feeling they only have a few years left.): Also, I’m about to start my senior year of High school and I’m trying to live the last weeks of summer to the fullest. I also just got my iPhone 4, and I use it all the time which means I don’t have the missing e and therefore reblogging sucks. Bee tee dubs, I’m using my lovely mobile device right now to type this. Anywho, yeah, that’s what’s been up.

What will be going on in my life?
Well, in a week, 3 hours, and 45 minutes from right now I’ll be starting my senior year in high school. This year I have 4 honors classes, and I really have to concentrate. So I may not be on tumblr as much. I have to make a’s and b’s so I can get and keep my gym and tanning membership.

So, there you have it. That’s what’s up in my life. Sorry if you don’t like it. It’s my blog so, sorry.

Just wanted to say thank you to all of my followers. I love you guys so much. You mean more than the world to me. Oh, and remember, I’m following you all back, so keep those quality post a coming. I get much enjoyment out of them. Love you, Tori.